No one but you have complete control over the life your living, so if you're tired of living life like a victim and you're ready to understand what it feels like to be powerful,fear is thought to be bigger than life, in control and unavoidable and this gives everyone a reason to believe that there's actually something to be afraid of. I'll feel safer if I don't even try.
I spent all of my childhood and most of my adult life being scared. I was afraid of anything that was bigger than me and since I was feeling pretty small, that was most everything.
So when at the age of 58 when ovarian cancer hits me, there were times of frustration,fear and anger but now when I have complete control over my life despite cancer which reoccurred three times so far.
I spent all of my childhood and most of my adult life being scared. I was afraid of anything that was bigger than me and since I was feeling pretty small, that was most everything.
I lived my life warding off disasters, always trying to get out in front of the thing I feared the most. It may be necessary to go through a period of growth, of discomfort and of challenge but that doesn't mean life ends. It merely indicates a new beginning, a time when the fear that controlled life is now being controlled. It won't happen by chance, there's a measure of comfort, a feeling of being victorious over fear, but, fear can only remain defeated if we take the next step and learn how to assert spiritual authority.
Now I am living a life, no fear of death bearing all pains and accomplices. Strange enough? Why I had wasted my life in fears? Spirituality helps me a lot. And when your enemy is face to face you are in a position do or die and I am not ready to die, I will fight till my last breath!
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