It's strange how easily we get used to aspects of our environment. If we live in the city, we stop noticing traffic noise. If we live by the sea, we hardly detect the smell of the spray. Only after time away do we recognise what we have been dealing with. It's the same with people whose behaviour amazes others yet who we know so well that it all just becomes no more (or less) than what we expect. You are now becoming aware of something you've long been overlooking.you have to accept what you cannot change and change what you cannot accept. This advice is easy to give and hard to take but it sums up the approach you require. How are you supposed to know what you can and can't change?
 Try to alter your situation. If it works, be glad. If not, resolve to live with as much of it as you can. Then take the remaining portion and look for some way to adjust that. The only option may not be your favourite but if it is the only way, it must be taken and trusted.Do you think you may be responsible for strife in your situation? Why might you be to blame? Have you not behaved with impeccable integrity under a set of difficult circumstances? If you've got faults and foibles, can we really say they are worse than anyone else's? The question is not 'What have you done?' but 'What can you do?'
 You're about to find yourself in a fine position to right wrongs, regardless of who caused them or how they came about. Don't blame yourself or anyone else. Just get busy. It doesn't matter how much air you put into a balloon, if there's a hole at the other end, it will all come right back out again. Even if the balloon is in perfect condition, it won't hold its content forever. And if you put in too much, it will explode. Then there's the whole business of knot-tying. What an art. What a complicated balancing act. Yet we take it for granted once we know what we are dealing with. You are on a learning curve but you are nearly at the bit in the process where everything starts to come naturally.You have done well recently even though you have had to face some challenging issues and stressful situations. You are not entirely out of trouble - but you are definitely heading towards safer territory with each sensible step that you now take. Remember,  to celebrate and trust whatever inspires you the most. 
Count your blessings and celebrate your successes. Although a problem has drained a lot of your energy, you will soon find life helps you get it all back - and a little more besides.Since the dawn of time, people have dreamed about the ability to fly. We have developed mythologies about creatures that are half-human, half-bird. We humans have never, though, taken to the air. Well, not before 1783 that is. The first manned hot-air balloon went up then - and thousands of years of certainty were overturned in the process. And with that, we turn to the only question that need really concern you, What's impossible? The only honest answer is nothing. Can you fly now? Yes! And not just in your heart!You are no longer sure how sure you are... about something you once felt totally sure of! You are seriously contemplating a commitment, reassessing your level of motivation and dedication to a goal that it was previously a high priority to attain. 
It's not that you are losing interest, just that your level of interest is altering. It was fed, in the past, by a limited idea of what might be possible for you. Now you're seeing broader horizons. That's giving you the courage to change much, for the better, You've got a sharp implement. An opportunity to work wonders or wreak havoc. I hope you know what I mean by this. If not, please re-read. Few things in this world are as dangerous as the people who have great power at their disposal yet who will not use it because they do not believe they have it. Or worse, those who go ahead and use it without understanding quite what an impact it can have. You don't need to employ great energy to get what you need - Just take careful aim. That will do the trick.