MENTAL CHATTERING

Sometimes, when you hear a recording of your voice, you realise that you do not come across quite as you think. Now imagine watching a video of recent events. Where would you least like to press 'pause'? What is the one event that you would feel disinclined to subject to serious scrutiny? Let's take a close look at this! It is never comfortable to be self-conscious. Sometimes, though, it is profitable to acknowledge, then alter, an old habit. Life now brings you that potentially most rewarding opportunity SOMETIMES your emotional life has taken so many dramatic twists and turns. It is as if you have become obliged to re-invent yourself. Now things are settling, but you are not sure you like the look of the resting place. It is as if you have been on a stressful fairground ride, praying for it to be over soon. 
The motion has stopped and that's a relief but when you open your eyes, you realise you are dangling precariously in space.There is a seemingly easy way to sort out your current source of emotional stress. All you need is one specific resource. The only trouble is, it is not a resource that you seem to have access to. So, you feel frustrated. You can see no further than your need - and your desire to meet it by hook or by crook. You really must, though, see further than that. There's another, less obvious way to get round your problem. It calls for more effort and ingenuity but it offers one great advantage. It is a lot more feasible.
There is a seemingly easy way to sort out your current source of emotional stress. All you need is one specific resource. The only trouble is, it is not a resource that you seem to have access to. So, you feel frustrated. You can see no further than your need - and your desire to meet it by hook or by crook. You really must, though, see further than that. There's another, less obvious way to get round your problem. It calls for more effort and ingenuity but it offers one great advantage. It is a lot more feasible.
Want some advice? Actually, I bet you don't. I bet you have had it up to here with well-intentioned individuals steering you this way and that. You can't, though, be entirely sick of suggestions or you wouldn't be seeking mine. So here is my advice. Don't listen to any advice. Not mine, not anyone else's. Indeed, while we are on the topic, don't feel obliged to come up with answers or replace all doubt with certainty. Sometimes, a quandary is a healthy thing to be in! And your emotional doubts will soon clear themselves up!
You can't just do what you want, when you want, wherever you want to. Well, you can, but you may encounter regrettable consequences. Now, you are probably thinking, 'Why tell me this? It's not as if I don't already know.' In one key area of life, though, you have been able to take liberties and run things your way and it is here, for the next little while, that you must adapt. It is time for a radical rethink, followed by an inspiring new way forward. A powerful awakening in your head may be about to change your life. Enjoy whatever comes to you be it favourable or not.
There are some things that we are simply not meant to know. The future hides itself from us. Whilst sometimes, it can be coaxed into revealing a glimpse of what it has in store, it may remain coy despite the best efforts of the experts. Hence your current situation. Could you not have predicted this? Should I not have alerted you to it? Well, actually, I tried. But you needed to make a discovery in your own way, in your own time. Now you have done so, naturally, you will soon see it is not bad but wonderful in its own way!