Don't underestimate your advantage. You may not yet feel as if you are a regal figure striding like a colossus across a field of Lilliputian enemies.  The laws of 'cause and effect' are not always as straightforward as we might wish. Things happen. We think, while they are happening, that we know why they are happening. Then, later, we realise that they have happened for an entirely different reason. If only, at the time, we had understood more and assumed less, we would have made other choices.