Recent events have left you feeling guarded, maybe even grouchy. It seems you have been let down by someone or something you had hoped to gain a lot of support from. Now you're not sure who you can trust, what you can rely on, or where you're going to find the solution to a pressing problem. Times like this are wonderful because they oblige us to pick ourselves up by our own bootstraps and march to success, regardless of the trouble we face. Do you think there is a problem that you can't fix? Think again!
There's not much point in trying to keep a low profile. You are being very closely observed. If you feel you have something to hide, you have only one option. Be blatant! Act as if you are fully within your rights. Self-doubt will transmit itself and turn into a petard by which others can hoist you. But self-confidence is also capable of being broadcast. It will create a shield that is almost impossible to penetrate. In all matters that involve your emotional situation, be gently assertive. 
You deserve the best. We cannot compare you to the person at the end of a diving board. For you have jumped. Nor can we liken you to someone who has landed in the water. For there has, as yet, been no big splash. And is it fair to suggest that you are frozen in mid-air between the board and the pool? Perhaps you should remember that at times of intensity, perception of time slows down. Seconds seem like minutes, minutes seem like hours. Plenty is happening. It may not be happening as fast as you would like, but it can hardly happen any faster.
There's a dispute amongst the wish-granting little people. Pixies are being paid more than leprechauns for working the same kind of magic. This won't do. Industrial action is being taken. There is no question of a strike. The world would fall apart if people could not have at least some of their dreams fulfilled. So, by way of a protest, the wee folk are doubling the number of gifts they give. This will wreak havoc because so many people want so many things that are bad for them. But if your heart now wants what's good for it, you will get it.