You're not sure that you are entirely looking forward to. Each day recently seems to have taught you something new about yourself. You keep having to review a lot of the assumptions that you once clung to for support and security. As this happens, you find yourself changing your mind about what you want. You're not even sure if your situation is good or bad - or whether to feel happy or sad. That tells you something. Give the benefit of the doubt to what's going on.Imagine two identical paint palettes. Two blank canvases. Two sets of brushes. A great artist has got one, a chimpanzee has the other. Are we going to be able to tell which painting has been done by whom? In these days of modern art we can't always be sure. Still, though, the human being is going to be more able (we hope) to explain their picture, than the ape. Different end results can be achieved from the same raw materials. You have everything you now need to create something truly wonderful.