You are responding to pressure in your usual way by attempting to be everywhere at once and by setting yourself goals that even a superhuman might think twice about. You can make life easier by asking yourself how much of your current struggle involves an unnecessary effort to keep change at bay. There's something in your emotional life, that you are trying to resist or reject. You feel inclined to fight against a trend or tendency. Yet it might actually suit you greatly to accept a lot of what's now naturally unfolding. .