You have asked enough questions, formed enough theories, checked out enough options, and relived enough old experiences. It is time to take action. There may be much more that you want to know, but there is a limit to how much you can find out without actually trying something. Give your best option your best shot. Put your shoulder to the wheel. You won't find everything easy but, if you put your heart and soul into whatever you now set out to do, you will get a result well worth having. This might be described as a ding-dong, not so merrily on high. It implies a tense situation that is best addressed with candour. You will need to be honest, although there may come a point past which honesty becomes injury. But what if, in your effort to protect them from a truth that they are not yet ready to hear, you expose yourself to an accusation that you are not yet ready to defend? Try to be delicate and diplomatic for the sake of the festivities.