There may be hope on the horizon but the horizon doesn't seem to be getting any closer - no matter how tirelessly you run towards it. Much the same can be said about your overall state of emotional stability. You know how things ought to be. You can even see how, in theory, it should be possible to make them that way. Yet, where's the progress? Cheer up. Your outlook will radically improve with regard to both inner and outer security. You'll soon be feeling much more enthusiastic, for a good reason.