Despite all the craziness that surrounds you, one thing is very clear - and very right. You have a commitment to honour and an important responsibility to uphold. You can't ignore this nor can you allow any development, no matter how intense, to distract you from it. The way to solve any problem in your life  is to reach out with your heart, rather than your intellect. The more you do what you are really supposed to be doing, the more everything you need will somehow turn up just as it needs to do.