There is a very big difference between not having something, and having it but not knowing you have it. There is a difference too, between either of the above and knowing that you have it, but not knowing where you put it. The first question to resolve is whether you have lost something? Or have you just misplaced it? Even if the answer is 'neither', because you never had it in the first place, you are not as far as you fear from whatever it is that you require. One way or another- time will show you that.  
Bit by bit, you can make progress. Could you be going any faster? Not without risking the sustainability of your success.