There's a missing link to be established now. Something doesn't quite make sense. Someone, somewhere, is holding back a piece of important information. Things look, on the surface, as if they are all very straightforward and acceptable, yet as soon as you apply a little thought to your situation, you come up with far more questions than answers. That's not because you are overly inquisitive. You should feel no reservation now about requesting any insights that may possibly be relevant. When you get them, trust them. 
You don't suffer fools gladly - but you do suffer fools. It is almost as if they seek you out. In some strange, masochistic way, they enjoy the fact you find them so difficult to deal with. The more you try to enlighten them, the more foolishly they behave. This, in turn, causes you to wonder whether you might be foolish. Which, if you're not careful, leads you to ask whether you can gladly suffer yourself. Abandon this cycle of silliness. Just be a little more tolerant and prepare for a big improvement in your emotional life.