You are reaching for something distant. You doubt that it is possible to attain yet you cannot resist trying. You keep telling yourself that there must be an easier or more sensible way to proceed. Yet it is as if your heart is being pulled by some powerful, invisible magnet. If that is really the case, the distance is going to shrink, naturally, over time provided you don't resist too determinedly. There may be no magic wand you can wave but there's certainly an improvement you can set in motion. And soon... you will see your chance.
They say, 'There's no rest for the wicked.' The good don't exactly get to put their feet up, either. Indeed, they often have to expend a lot more energy. They can't, for example, go around taking lots of naughty shortcuts. There are many ways now in which, if you were a lesser person, you could cheat your way out of a stressful situation. You could say whatever might get you off the hook or do whatever would be most convenient. But you're going to be noble. And ultimately, that's going to bring you more peace.
There are some things you just can't control. It is as if they have a life of their own. When you encounter such a force, you can either respect it or resent it. What you can't do is change it. Or, at least, not in a hurry. You know that you should never say never. You also know that what most people call 'impossible,' is much more aptly described as 'very difficult'. So in the long run, who knows what you may be able to do about the situation you now face. For now, though, if you value your sanity, you will accept as much as you can!
There is no great complicated formula. It is not as if you have to study for years to get the information or to reach an understanding. The issues we're up against now require the application of nothing more (or less) than a little common sense. A lot of people are doing a lot of talking. A lot of opinions are being aired. In your heart, though, you can see a simple solution, a way to cut through all the confusion and get right to the essence of what's gone wrong and how this can be fixed. Trust this emerging understanding.