Are you not just like the people around you? They need to eat. You need to eat. They need to sleep, so do you. Like them, you work, play, love, enjoy life, consider your reflection and plan what you will do with your time. Sometimes too, you experience unreasonable fear. Just as they do. But there are some things about you that make you different. Some characteristics which entitle you to expect a different kind of good fortune to bless you from time to time. Trust these and let them guide your life 
With a few choice adjectives, a relatively ordinary meal can be made to sound delicious. Provided the diner is hungry enough and the food doesn't look bad, that enticing description may be sufficient to imbue the dish with 'special desirability' even when it arrives at the table. When we think something is going to be good, it takes a lot to persuade us that it isn't. And when our expectations are negative, the reverse of course applies. So the big question is how high are you willing to raise your hopes? 
 It is probably safe to conclude that if Event X usually happens under Circumstance Y, this will be the case next time, and the time after. But what if there is an exception to the rule? Or what if Circumstance Y is deceptively similar to Circumstance Z unless you know how to spot the difference? And what if, under Circumstance Z, Event Q happens instead of Event X? I'm asking only because it is now so important for you to be quite sure of something. Put aside what you suspect. Seek the truth with an open mind.
 In a way, it is the very silliness of a situation that makes it so potentially rewarding. If everything, this weekend, made perfect sense, you might feel more reassured in one way but your chance to create change would be far less. You'd just have to accept whatever was less than satisfactory and work with what you probably couldn't alter. Yet you're seeing evidence now of a fluid set of circumstances plus an attitude, in one person at least, that is far from consistent. Now you just have to look for a way to turn this to your advantage. 
 It looks to me as if it looks to you as if there's something to worry about. But from here, it also looks as if what you're looking at is not as troublesome as you suspect! You're seeing a set of circumstances from a distorted angle. Events should set you straight and help you feel much more comfortable
.Artists are admired for their ability to show us what can be seen when we look beyond the obvious. Poets, too. We don't want to hear them describe a situation with total technical precision; we want to know what it might be compared to or what secret message it may be able to convey to us. Are you now taking a creative view of a challenge? Or are you simply weighing it up in factual terms?  you can benefit greatly from being less accurate and allowing a sense of inspiration to awaken a more imaginative idea.
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