Fault is never an elusive thing to find! But you've got plenty to celebrate now and plenty to be 
What do you crave with a passion that borders on a secret obsession? Be honest. If you kid yourself, you will end up acting unconsciously. You will, inadvertently, get faced with an irresistible temptation. That's what always happens when we try to deny our deepest feelings. Are you going to ignore all doubt and pursue your great desire? Or will you stop yourself, no matter how badly you feel the urge? What matters now, is that you are clear and honest!
If something isn't working now, there may be a very good reason why. Not a practical reason, not even a sensible reason... but perhaps a cosmic, karmic, spiritual, psychic reason. The kind of reason that seems, at the time, as if it cannot possibly exist. The kind that, in hindsight, makes all the sense in the world, a situation that somehow inhibits, delays or prevents the kind of progress that actually, deep down inside, you really don't want or need!
What do you crave with a passion that borders on a secret obsession? Be honest. If you kid yourself, you will end up acting unconsciously. You will, inadvertently, get faced with an irresistible temptation. That's what always happens when we try to deny our deepest feelings. Are you going to ignore all doubt and pursue your great desire? Or will you stop yourself, no matter how badly you feel the urge? What matters now, under the influence of  potentially life-changing events- is proud of too. And it will help you to come across even more of a reason to smile, a reason, not even a sensible reason... but perhaps a cosmic, karmic, spiritual, psychic reason. The kind of reason that seems, at the time, as if it cannot possibly exist. The kind that, in hindsight, makes all the sense in the world. A powerful event delays or prevents the kind of progress that actually, deep down inside, you really don't want or need.
 Wishes really do come true. Why then, do so many of us still feel dissatisfied with our lot? Because few of us ever wish for the right thing. We ought to wish for wisdom. Yet we feel quite convinced that we can cope without it so we wind up with lives full of all the things we thought we wanted but didn't really need. I am attempting here, to draw your attention to an unparalleled opportunity. God will effectively gives you the ear of an amenable cosmos. That's why you need to be so careful what you ask it for.
 People accuse the press of being 'sensationalist'. They complain that stories about people who work hard to do good deeds are invariably overlooked in favour of tales involving drama or trauma. But much the same can be said of history. Quiet lives, no matter how virtuous, are rarely remembered. Only the craziest of characters attain any kind of immortality. You may soon start to attract a lot of attention. If that's what you want, you know how to increase it. If it's not, just say less and do more..You have the ingredients you require but you need to put them together in the right order and proportion. There is, unfortunately, no definitive recipe. You will have to use your judgement, informed by your experience, intelligence and instinct. You can't hope to do any of this successfully if you're too nervous about making a mistake. You've got to go beyond your reticence and overcome your reluctance.You are starting to feel full of fire. You are experiencing a deep desire to go forth and conquer, regardless of the reasons why you ought a more conservative plan. Is this madness? Are you forgetting the caution that has stood you in such good stead over so many years? No. You are responding to a strong celestial power. You are seeing both a need and an opportunity. You are right to assume that success, now, will go to the person in your world with the most courage.